December 2010
16 posts
The gap.
I’ve always talked about how much of an impact you were to me when you were still here on earth but I guess I hadn’t realized the change happening since you left and suddenly I’ve come to a conclusion that the absence of your presence has affected me more greatly than you being here. Or are you really here? I can’t see, hear, smell, or feel you. So how do I know this: that...
spinning...
My head’s pounding; chest pumping hard; and all I could think at this moment was how I’m going to tell my loved ones how much they mean to me. Any second now, my car could flip over and my body would be thrown out the windshield.
Today I almost died.Driving from Irvine to Riverside, and back and forth from Riverside to Fullerton for practice, I start to lose my patience waiting and...
LIFE.
is like a dance…you must know how to sway with the beats.
I heart TM
we have our differences and flaws. Sure we might party a little bit too much and forget the fact that we need to sleep. We may have druggies and potheads on our team. We may be a little oblivious and rude sometimes, but I don’t really give a fuck. I love my family and I’ve come to accept who they already are. Each year of dancing gets better and better for me. It all starts with some...
silence is golden.
I’m a quiet person, but that’s how I’ve always been and I’ve come to accept the part of me that’s shy. However, this part of me is a little insecurity I have left from my childhood years and I realize my friends don’t give a shit because they’ve already accepted me. I’m so blinded by the uncertain fact that ” what if” they don’t...
“That’s the thing about girls. Every time they do something pretty, even if...”
– J. D. Salinger, The Catcher in the Rye (1951)
All I want for Christmas.
Is to go see the Christmas lights and decorations on people’s houses; sit by the fireplace and toast marshmallows and get full off of smores; bake gingerbread cookies and decorate them; watch a classic Christmas movie at home or at a friend’s house; cuddle with the loved one and listen to Christmas music while sippin’ on wine; be surrounded with people I love; I don’t want...